This Is An Attempt

This is an attempt.

This thought

This typing

This life

This day

This night 

This love I gave

and have received 

and the love I think I want.

Is want a need?

How did I give you anything 

I didn't give you?

I gave you this, it's all I got

and don't have. 

What?

I didn't say that. Didn't want to anyway.

Maybe I did.

What does it matter now? 

And when did we learn

not to understand each other? 

Oh, that's right.